Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Random quiz thingies =)

You Would Win Best Supporting Actor / Actress
You are a quirky, fascinating person. You understand the world well.
There's no one quite like you. Your uniqueness leaves a strong impression on people.

You are bold and willing to take risks. People may love or hate you, but at least they'll notice you.
You are just different enough to make a great character actor. You can make a smaller part come alive.


Your Social Anxiety Level: 92%
You have extreme social anxiety.
Your social phobia is a serious problem for you, and you definitely need help.
And while getting help may seem very scary, it's your only choice... except for hermitude!

You May Be a Bit Borderline...
Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!
When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...
And when you're down, your whole world is crashing
Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!
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You Should Be a Puppeteer
You are an entertainer - pure and simple.
You know how to engage an audience. You are a natural storyteller.

You are naturally dramatic, even when life doesn't call for drama.
Luckily though, you save most of your drama for your stellar performances.


Monday, July 6, 2009

Stupid questions

Random
Do you have any pets?yup
What color shirt are you wearing?red
Name three things that are physically close to you:Coke can, mouse, computer
What is the last book you read?Half of One flew over the Cuckoo's nest
Are you or were you a good student?sort of
What's your favorite sport?netball, volleyball, horse riding
Do you enjoy sleeping late?yes!
What's the weather like right now?so-so
Who tells the best jokes?....
What was the last thing you dreamed about?marriage lol
Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?yes, no
Do you believe in karma?not so much
Do you believe in luck?kinda
Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up?neither
Do you collect anything? If so, what?random things
Are you proud of yourself?no
Are you reliable?sometimes
Have you ever given money to a bum?no
What's your favorite food?chicken stirfry
Have you ever had a secret admirer?no
Do you like the smell of gasoline?no
Do like to draw?yes
What's your favorite invention?laptop
Is your room messy?not at the moment
What do you like better: oranges or apples?oranges
Do you give in easily?sometimes
Are you a good guesser?no
Can you read other people's expressions?occasionally
Are you a bully?lol no
Do you have a job?no
What time did you wake up this morning?10.13
What did you eat for breakfast this morning?nada
When was the last time you showered?last night
What do you plan on doing tomorrow?sleeping all day?lol
What's your favorite day of the week and why?Sunday=lazy day
Do you have any nicknames?Sal, Salsa, Chewy
Have you ever been scuba diving?no
What's your least favorite color?brown
Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who?No
Would you ever go skydiving?No
What toothpaste do you use?AIM I think
Do you enjoy challenges?sometimes
What's the worst injury you have had?Ah, a twisted or sprained ankle lol
What's the last movie you saw?The Grocer's Son
What do you want to know about the future?I don't.
What does your last text message say?Bugger
Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to?Dad
What's your favorite school subject?Drama
What's your least favorite school subject?Science
Would you rather have money or love?Can't I have both? =)
What is your dream vacation?Paris
What is your favorite animal?Cats
Do you miss anyone right now?Kinda
What's the last sporting event you watched?The Altador Cup is the only one I follow lol. GO KRAWKS/
Do you need to do laundry?yeah...
Do you listen to the radio?no
Where were you when 9/11 happened?I can't remember
What do you do when vending machines steal your money?swear
Have you ever caught a butterfly?no
What color are your bed sheets?Does this really matter?
What's your ringtone?Blue Ice
Who was the last person to make you laugh?Ah...Jack I think.
Do you have any obsessions right now?Research.
Do you like things that glow in the dark?yes
What's your favorite fruity scent?boysenberry
Do you watch cartoons?yes
Have you ever sat on a roof?yes
Have you ever been to a different country?yes
Name three things in the world you dislike:Gun laws, violence, stupid people
Name three people in the world you dislike:most people I don't like are still alive.
Has a rumor even been spread about you?yes
Do you like sushi?no
Do you believe in magic?no
Do you hold grudges?....we'll see
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Survey

Basics
What's your favorite color?black
What's your favorite animal?cat
Who's your role model?Frodo. Don't fall down all the time and trust your best friend.
Family
How many siblings do you have?1
How many people live in your house?uh..I live in a hall of residence? =)
How many animals do you haveAt home I have like 19+
Where do you live(trailor, mansion, regular house )?hall of residence
Freinds
Who is your most valuable freind?....
Which freind do you look up to the most?.....
How many best freinds do/did you have?2
How many freinds have moved out of your city?pretty much all of them in my home town lol
Would you rather have...
coke or sprite?coke
lunch or dinner?dinner
a sister or brother?sister
Mcdonalds or Burger King?Mcdonalds
boyfreind or freind?friend
hug or kiss?hug
pinch or poke?poke
clown or doll?ew...neither.
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Sunday, July 5, 2009

Moving rooms, new peoples

I moved into Nicolette 206 today; the room with its own kitchen. It's pretty massive actually only the person who moved out left her room kind of unclean so they have to charge her and pay that money to me. I hope that doesn't happen to me since I spent like 3 hours cleaning my old room in Fuller. So far Nicolette is interesting, it doesn't get much sun but the view out my window is amazing minus the clothes line. I love looking at the flax garden anyway. I did surprisingly well on my exams. I got an A, B and a C+ for the final grades which aren't too shabby.

Tonight at dinner I let myself speak. For a second there I was not afraid to speak but most of the time I am. Approaching people is dangerous. I feel like I will feel stupid. Tonight is the first night I will spend in Nicolette, lets hope it is not too bad. So far I met the one girl, who lives next to me and she seems alright although I did something stupid. I took my headphones off but I hadn't stopped the button so it kind of went...like 'where the hell is that music coming from....'........'oh'....from my headphones lol.

Welcome to Nicolette: The house of the indirect sunlight. Of leaves mushed up around the outside, of flax garden and clothesline and all things wonderful. Bathroom and shower and laundry seperate= WIN!!

There's also new people who have moved into the hall, just a handful but they already seem interesting because they go through the same things I go through sometimes. Loneliness, shyness, pain. That kind of emotion isn't good for you. Especially if you keep it all bottled up. When my birth certificate arrives I have to go to the AA and get a new drivers licence, then go somewhere else and get an R18+ card. Ah. The irony.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

The anger, the sadness, the pain

I hurt. I hurt so much. I can't trust anyone and never could. Trusting people is dangerous. At least it is for me. I'm going in spirals again ; happiness, sadness, anger. Then that stupid feeling of loneliness that has been there all my life. I'm a loner naturally but sometimes a little company can be good. Although then there is the problem of not actually speaking to them. Of not being ABLE to speak in case something totally random or stupid comes out that makes everyone look at you like 'what the hell are you on about' The other feelings I can't talk about. Not here.

I'm also quite pissed about moving tomorrow because I wanted to stay longer in Nelson but oh well. The move will be good for me. I can cook random food again, no having to have dinner at a specific time if I don't want to. I'm looking forward to the solitude but also dreading it. I know living above the games room might be noisy but it's better than being bitched at behind your back , or RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU. Argh. I am quite up and down today.

The world is silent now. I feel like writing some of my book. Maybe I will, maybe I'll procrastinate. Or think some more. Thinking is good. Although because of my book's 'violence' I might have people on my back. But whatever. It's all good. At least I pretend it is.